20190129

有时候
一瞬间想通了
下一秒又回到那庸人自扰的自己

I think it is because I always feel unsecured
I always afraid of people dump me
So when I realised the situation is not under my control
I would always dump them first before they dumping me
I really afraid of I hurt myself again
Because I am the one who always do not know how to control my own feelings
I always put too much effort and it makes me struggle

YEA.
Maybe I really cannot be in a relationship.

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